Elmonizzle
New member
I am 26yrs old and have had a few girlfriends b4. 6 months ago I met the girl of my dreams. You see I live in california near a University and here almost all girls are sluts and they are stuck up as hell too. So to have been blessed with a girl like this has been the best thing in my life. She was born and raised here but has grown to hate life in this town, really expensive and people are not what they use to be. 7 days ago she informed me that she had decided to move to Savannah, Georgia. She leaves this Sunday to put a bid on a home and for some job interviews. I am at week 5 of my bulking cycle. For the past 7 days I have been only able to sleep for 1-2 hours per day I have lost 10lbs so far. My life is devastated beyon believe. I was worndering if I went to the doctor to get some anti depressents which I have never used will it help the pain? I know I sound like a high school kid. But I sincerely believe from the bottom of my heart I will NEVER find another girl like this one. I have nothing bad to say about this girl she gave me respect,care,kindness,love and loyalty. I would never hurt myself but I wish I was not alive at this moment. I trust all of you so you are the only ones that will hear the following, I haven't even told my best friend which I have know since the age of 5. But, I can't stop crying and want the pain to stop what else can I do