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formernpc

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Retired 14 years ago to care for my daughter. Life took over and I never walked back in the gym. My last little girl passed away after a long illness, divorce etc and back to the gym. Now at 5'9 265lbs and considering giving it another try. Turned down some sponsor opportunities a couple years ago and now thinking of quietly getting ready for something next year.
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Good luck on the come back bro... I fell your pain .. I lost lost my little girl 2 ywars ago this sept... There isn't a min. that I don't think of her.. Sometimes I think that I'm going crazy because I can't get her out of my mind.. And my oldest son is lost without his big sister...
 
Good luck on the come back bro... I fell your pain .. I lost lost my little girl 2 ywars ago this sept... There isn't a min. that I don't think of her.. Sometimes I think that I'm going crazy because I can't get her out of my mind.. And my oldest son is lost without his big sister...


There is no way to ever get over that as a father. My little girl has been gone 4 years now and I am the same. The gym has been my biggest outlet...I think it would have been different for me if she had suddenly passed, but as a dad to watch your little one die a little everyday...just not right. My little one was #29 diagnosed with Aicardi Syndrome...
I am sorry for your loss...I take comfort in believing they are in a better place and I hope to see her again.
 
There is no way to ever get over that as a father. My little girl has been gone 4 years now and I am the same. The gym has been my biggest outlet...I think it would have been different for me if she had suddenly passed, but as a dad to watch your little one die a little everyday...just not right. My little one was #29 diagnosed with Aicardi Syndrome...
I am sorry for your loss...I take comfort in believing they are in a better place and I hope to see her again.
My little girl just trun 16 she was killed in a car accident.. She die at the seen .. The only thing that I wish is that I could of kiss her good by and that our baby man would meet her !!!!
 
My little girl just trun 16 she was killed in a car accident.. She die at the seen .. The only thing that I wish is that I could of kiss her good by and that our baby man would meet her !!!!


I have no words brother....I am truly sorry.
 
Im routing for you to get into something next year man!!! Your gonna kill it!
 
So I think this is the biggest guy we got on the site right now, my boy Formernpc. I needa train calves with you get back down here already!!!
 
So I think this is the biggest guy we got on the site right now, my boy Formernpc. I needa train calves with you get back down here already!!!

Dude...find me a job already! LOL....For now I am stuck in ATL, but at least I run a gym so it is all good.
 
Dude...find me a job already! LOL....For now I am stuck in ATL, but at least I run a gym so it is all good.
I have tried man, I cant even find one for myself lol...
This vascularity is on an off season I want to see what happens when u cut weight
 
whats your current measurements?

I haven't measured in years man...I meet with my trainer looks like next week and not tomorrow. I don't know if he will do measurements or not. I do know he won't let me post pics or he will drop me...and I have to stay covered. Just the way it is...not my rules.
 
good luck bro, with the comeback....the pics you have posted are very impressive...good job..what shows have you done in the past ?
 
good luck bro, with the comeback....the pics you have posted are very impressive...good job..what shows have you done in the past ?

I only got to do a few shows. I won them and then my daughter got sick from a water park we visited in ATL. It took almost 8 months to get her back to health. I had taken a year off to pack on the pounds before that incident to get ready for the nationals. Those pics were at a school my ex worked at on their stage...she has more of them somewhere and if she will ever let go of them I would have them and my contest stuff too.
I was coming out of Jax the same time Dexter was...he went on and I had to quit to be a dad. I just never got to go back... I won the Jax, ne FL, first coast which was a national qualifier and took the year off. I tried the FL one time earlier but my trainer tried to take me down to a light heavy...I was caught in between weights and couldn't make the weight. OMG, I was trying to weigh in at 194 and back then the light heavies were 188.5lbs. I sat in a car in Miami with the heater on all day, wrapped in bags and tried to weigh in again. I made it to 190 and they let me in. The damage was done and I spilled over and looked like crap. Next week came back at 216 and got the qualifier. so go figure...Took the year off and got right at about 285lbs and was sitting at 247.5 in those pics. Was ready, but I had no choice.
Now all these years later I am 44 and thinking about it again. Had some sponsor opportunities a couple years ago, but they pressured the crap out of me. Just lost my daughter and then the divorce. Wasn't in the mood to be pushed.
I am meeting with a trainer next week...see what happens. I may just be too old now. We will see. I just want to do something for me...if I can do it great, if not at least I got to finish something I never got the chance to do.

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you looked and look great now! Good luck with everything, and sorry to hear about the troubles you had to deal with.
 
you looked and look great now! Good luck with everything, and sorry to hear about the troubles you had to deal with.

Man I appreciate that. It's all good and I would do it again. I am just not sure I can compete with you young guys. Everyone keeps telling me to do the masters, but to me that is like giving up! LOL......... The other thing is the pharms of the sport have gone light years ahead of where we were! Seriously man, we had just started hearing rumblings of gh back then. There was a rumor that Dorian was using bull growth and so we were all running to the feed stores, buying it, mixiing it with b6 and trying to shoot that crap! Have YOU EVER SEEN THAT STUFF???? Information just wasn't available. So I am playing catch up.

BTW, Chris and nuk, you guys both look great...will follow how you do.
 
I only got to do a few shows. I won them and then my daughter got sick from a water park we visited in ATL. It took almost 8 months to get her back to health. I had taken a year off to pack on the pounds before that incident to get ready for the nationals. Those pics were at a school my ex worked at on their stage...she has more of them somewhere and if she will ever let go of them I would have them and my contest stuff too.
I was coming out of Jax the same time Dexter was...he went on and I had to quit to be a dad. I just never got to go back... I won the Jax, ne FL, first coast which was a national qualifier and took the year off. I tried the FL one time earlier but my trainer tried to take me down to a light heavy...I was caught in between weights and couldn't make the weight. OMG, I was trying to weigh in at 194 and back then the light heavies were 188.5lbs. I sat in a car in Miami with the heater on all day, wrapped in bags and tried to weigh in again. I made it to 190 and they let me in. The damage was done and I spilled over and looked like crap. Next week came back at 216 and got the qualifier. so go figure...Took the year off and got right at about 285lbs and was sitting at 247.5 in those pics. Was ready, but I had no choice.
Now all these years later I am 44 and thinking about it again. Had some sponsor opportunities a couple years ago, but they pressured the crap out of me. Just lost my daughter and then the divorce. Wasn't in the mood to be pushed.
I am meeting with a trainer next week...see what happens. I may just be too old now. We will see. I just want to do something for me...if I can do it great, if not at least I got to finish something I never got the chance to do.

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No your not. I would love to look like you at 44.
 
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