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As some of you know I was diagnosed with cancer of the blood (Leukemia) a little over 2 years ago. Needles to say its been a long hard time for me and my family. After many different treatments and kemo, it seems that I may be winning the battle or.,may have finnaly won. The doctors are now saying that they cant find the cancer at all now. The last treatment I received was a methed of were they inject a radioactive substance into your bloodstream and it attacks the cancer directly.,well it seems to have worked and I'm at a loss for words about how I feel about it. I'm happy of course,but at the same time I keep thinking about when I was at my worst point and I started to come to terms with the fact that I was probably going to die. But now that I'm getiing beter, I have such a deeper understanding of what family is and what its all about. I felt sorry for myself for so long because of failing at so many things and not following through with things I had started, that I lost sight of what really matters., and I'm closer to my family now than ever. Thats the most special thing of all. Well, I've started to do some lite workouts now. I've been walking my treadmill and holding a 5 pd dumbbell in each hand hand for around 20 min. and that has started to bring my energy back up. Not to mention all the vitamins I'm taking. My appitite is fully back and I've been eating like a horse :surprised .I got nausous alot at first , but that went away in about a week,thank god. Before I used to weigh around 189-193 lbs at 5-11 , now I'm at around 156 lbs. Hopefully I can get some meat back on me. Gonna start doing some weight training again soon as well. Well,just wanted to say hello agail and hopefully I'll see you guys more often now...TOOL