Hey guys,
sorry I havnt been on for awhile. Just been dealing with some motavation issues, and winter blue's....I dont know what it is about my birthday, but every year at this time, I get very down, and feel like hell. I dont want to do alot, and I mostly just sleep, and well sleep. I hate getting older each year, and I have a hard time dealing with it. I feel like as each year pass, that my body is going backwards, and I question myself if that is the case. There is a part of me that questions if I even have it in me to even compete anymore. So im not sure what it is, but its something I deal with each year, and it bites me in the ass. So im sorry if I havnt been around to help out.
sorry I havnt been on for awhile. Just been dealing with some motavation issues, and winter blue's....I dont know what it is about my birthday, but every year at this time, I get very down, and feel like hell. I dont want to do alot, and I mostly just sleep, and well sleep. I hate getting older each year, and I have a hard time dealing with it. I feel like as each year pass, that my body is going backwards, and I question myself if that is the case. There is a part of me that questions if I even have it in me to even compete anymore. So im not sure what it is, but its something I deal with each year, and it bites me in the ass. So im sorry if I havnt been around to help out.








