LordAbertHegg
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Greetings guys, great site here!
Been doing some reading over the last few months and thought I'd finally ask some questions to people with experience. I'll try to not bore the shit outta you, and keep it concise.
I am a 44 year old male, 5'9" and 200lbs+. I'll get to the weight in a minute. About 3 years ago, I was diagnosed with depression and put on some anti-depressives that really seemed to do the trick. But soon, the honeymoon was over and I was feeling tired and sluggish, although still not depressed as before - so I figured this is as good as it gets. My doctor ran some blood tests and found I was low in Test, like 30% down. I started thinking about all the other symptoms I had: sluggish, weight gain, lack of sexual appetite, etc. and it made sense. He immediately gave me a shot of Test 400 and told me to come back every 3 weeks. I felt good after about two weeks, but missed my appointments constantly because of my work schedule. So I just doubled up my anti-depression meds and hoped for the best - didn't do anything. Since I was low on Test, I figured I'd join the gym and get myself on a cycle since I could never make the appointment. I did a combo of 25-50mg of Methan, 25mg of Proviron and some Liv pills each day. Within about a week or so, I was really feeling it and thought I went through a time machine and I was 25 again! Remember, I am low on Test already so in my mind, I was trying to get back to normal and then some. I'm hitting the gym 5 days a week, riding the bike 30-40 miles a week and doing well. Then I went back to see my doctor about my anti-depressants. He flipped when he found out I was double dosing, and put me on a Test gel (underarm) - 60mg a day. But in the mean time, I had ordered 20 ml of Test 250 which I am doing twice weekly on top of the gel.
I stopped the Dbol after about 5 weeks to take a break, and I am on the Test gel from my doctor plus pinning twice a week with the Test250. I have been eating clean for the most part (no soda, no fast food, no desert, protein - chicken - egg whites and water) and sleeping and working out when not at the job. I have fucking gained weight - I am now at 227! No one can believe I am at 227lbs, in fact, I say I am around 195 and they don't believe me. I have belly fat to loose but my arms are getting bigger and my strength has really improved. And I feel fucking great! I bang my wife like when we met and feel unbreakable. No gyno or side effects to note.
I know the suggestion is going to be to loose a shitload of weight and keep working out. But I have been and am just gaining weight, possibly muscle? I want to loose the fat - I read the hugely popular post on Clem here and was thinking about giving it a try. Looking for some advice - the Test my doctor has me on seems puss, and I am known as 'Mr. Overboard'. Any suggestion on a gear stack, assuming I will throw all the advice out the window and do one anyway? lol.
I appreciate any help with this, thanks!
Been doing some reading over the last few months and thought I'd finally ask some questions to people with experience. I'll try to not bore the shit outta you, and keep it concise.
I am a 44 year old male, 5'9" and 200lbs+. I'll get to the weight in a minute. About 3 years ago, I was diagnosed with depression and put on some anti-depressives that really seemed to do the trick. But soon, the honeymoon was over and I was feeling tired and sluggish, although still not depressed as before - so I figured this is as good as it gets. My doctor ran some blood tests and found I was low in Test, like 30% down. I started thinking about all the other symptoms I had: sluggish, weight gain, lack of sexual appetite, etc. and it made sense. He immediately gave me a shot of Test 400 and told me to come back every 3 weeks. I felt good after about two weeks, but missed my appointments constantly because of my work schedule. So I just doubled up my anti-depression meds and hoped for the best - didn't do anything. Since I was low on Test, I figured I'd join the gym and get myself on a cycle since I could never make the appointment. I did a combo of 25-50mg of Methan, 25mg of Proviron and some Liv pills each day. Within about a week or so, I was really feeling it and thought I went through a time machine and I was 25 again! Remember, I am low on Test already so in my mind, I was trying to get back to normal and then some. I'm hitting the gym 5 days a week, riding the bike 30-40 miles a week and doing well. Then I went back to see my doctor about my anti-depressants. He flipped when he found out I was double dosing, and put me on a Test gel (underarm) - 60mg a day. But in the mean time, I had ordered 20 ml of Test 250 which I am doing twice weekly on top of the gel.
I stopped the Dbol after about 5 weeks to take a break, and I am on the Test gel from my doctor plus pinning twice a week with the Test250. I have been eating clean for the most part (no soda, no fast food, no desert, protein - chicken - egg whites and water) and sleeping and working out when not at the job. I have fucking gained weight - I am now at 227! No one can believe I am at 227lbs, in fact, I say I am around 195 and they don't believe me. I have belly fat to loose but my arms are getting bigger and my strength has really improved. And I feel fucking great! I bang my wife like when we met and feel unbreakable. No gyno or side effects to note.
I know the suggestion is going to be to loose a shitload of weight and keep working out. But I have been and am just gaining weight, possibly muscle? I want to loose the fat - I read the hugely popular post on Clem here and was thinking about giving it a try. Looking for some advice - the Test my doctor has me on seems puss, and I am known as 'Mr. Overboard'. Any suggestion on a gear stack, assuming I will throw all the advice out the window and do one anyway? lol.
I appreciate any help with this, thanks!
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