Damn, I never knew breaking up could be so shitty...

[92StangMan]

Thanks again for the prayers, bro!

Last night and today has been kind of hard. It's weird, I really don't feel depressed like I hate the world, etc., but I feel lost. I don't know what to do. Ever since we met in July, we've been with each other at least three-four days out of the week and all the sudden it quits. I have no motivation to do anything. I feel weak (Maybe it's because I'm averaging two meals a day since this happened) and don't feel like doing anything.
I have a crapload of work due tomorrow and a big test due Monday. I have NO motivation to do either one of those. I was never like this when we were together.

I signed online last night and she IM'd me a few seconds later. I really wanted to talk to her but my grandma called wanting to talk to my dad. I signed off and I'm glad that I did. I just feel like an asshole right now since I'm avoiding her but it's the right thing to do, I believe/hope.

Even though I'm lost and I want her back, if things do not work out, I can still make it through.

 

[thundercat]

Dude she has to take you for you dont cave in and be a puppet my wife married me knowing I am a bodybuilder and she knows the girl B4 her got the boot because she couldnt handle it.I have competed since 89 local, national,and finally as a pro now she wants me to quit.She says enough is enough YEAH right I love the sport I love to train and thats me as a person and I WONT change. There are always more fish in the sea and most of the time they are better fish.Its tough but you will get over it hopefully you 2 can still be friends...

 

[viper10139]

Sup Stang, hope you are feeling better today, trust me...I know some days are going to be up and down, give it time bro..trust me u will like it eventually....something to note....this morning I am at work signed on....and guess what? BAM...I get an IM from the X..man I am telling you...it's amazing u want to reply back u want to talk...but trust me...instead of me hovering over her 3 months ago...now she is IM me....they will realize what a mistake it was...trust me bro..everything will be ok....Just PM me if u need anything!!! or e-mail me bro....