ok... finally did it.. oh my god.. i chickened out last night.. then again when i got out of the shower .. standing in the bathroom @ 1/2 hr.. pin up to my butt.. and then back off.. ok.. try again... no.. no no... can't do it... try again... someones making noise in the house and scares the crap out of me.. over and over this happens.. must have alcohol swabbed.. 20 times...lol...
ok try again 1 later.. same thing.. get all nervous, cold sweat, and quit.. getting really mad at my self..really really mad...
talk to a friend.. they call and talked me through it.. swab.. pinch... stick.. pull back.. push... slow.. slow... done.. pull it out.. wow .. that was it... that wasn't bad at all....it didn't even hurt..
ok.. i was so pumped.. i couldn't believe i finally did it.. come on guys you remember that first one.. that rush you felt after...lol... now i know... it was great...
the cramp i got a few hours later wasn't but... hee heee.. its all good...
sasha
ok try again 1 later.. same thing.. get all nervous, cold sweat, and quit.. getting really mad at my self..really really mad...
talk to a friend.. they call and talked me through it.. swab.. pinch... stick.. pull back.. push... slow.. slow... done.. pull it out.. wow .. that was it... that wasn't bad at all....it didn't even hurt..
ok.. i was so pumped.. i couldn't believe i finally did it.. come on guys you remember that first one.. that rush you felt after...lol... now i know... it was great...
the cramp i got a few hours later wasn't but... hee heee.. its all good...
sasha