actually brother, my prostate is normal size. just high psa, which can happen. this more than likely is because of using tren, but could be a combination, but guessing it's tren. got to bring cholesterol back down, too. nolva will help with that. i'm older so experimenting with different compounds can make for some interesting results, lol. i was also chemically contaminated in the service with a myriad mix of chemicals. many were carcinogenic. it has created a number of ongoing problems. i have low-t, but the doc wouldn't put me on it. instead he fudged my results some how, so he wouldn't have to deal with it. i need a new doc in the va, bc he's gotten tunnel vision with my care. i started my own trt last sept and have felt so much better for doing so. i recently came off for test and felt worse as i went. the pain got to be considerable. i was taking osta up to two days before my last labs and my testosterone was 619 and psa had went up a little to 10... didn't think about osta raising test levels. so next time i need to stop all steroids. won't that be fun, with all the low-t symptoms, lol. i'm pretty sure trt-doc can't use my labs from last year to put me on trt, either. they'd have to be recent ones, but if i did get on trt with a doc in the world, i could use that to get the va to put me on it through them, which would lower my cost considerably. right now, i'm cruising on test and deca. i have chronic pain and deca helps a lot. homeostasis is trickier with gear and being older with physical problems.
