thanks for the responses guys. i sincerely appreciate it. where i work they can test you for anything at anytime if they so choose to do so. that's why i've been clean for a long time. with all my nagging injuries from sports and lifting i wish i could take something the give me a boost. it get frustrating when you go from 430 bench (natural) and the next year you're nursing a bad shoulder and peck . . . not to mention the constant pain of a previous broken back and herniated discs (from psycho heavy dead's, squats, leg presses). in a different life i'd just hit the shit outta growth and live life like a mutant retard.