Thanks guys I appreciate the information I have taken it all into consideration, what I mean buy in not going to listen to you is, I want to follow this dream and learn the outcome myself not just quit when there was that small chance you know, I am very much aware of the drugs I will need I know the protocol for every drug I plan to take, what it does, I've been researching since I was 16 but I'm not being stupid about I am taking every precaution available, thanks for the constructive criticism as well I know it won't be a walk in the park and I'm ready for that